Now I am very inspired by the practice of Visualization and meditation. When you really put your strength and faith into it, then there is a lot of change in life. As your vision of the world changes, the world itself changes. Watching it where I'm being honest with myself and where I'm still being dishonest with myself.
Honesty with yourself is probably the first thing you should pay attention to in any practice. And, in general, in life. Any practice really works to its full potential only if we are honest with ourselves. If there are doubts, laziness, apathy, then this does not allow the practice to open up, but you should not be angry because of this. It is also worth accepting it honestly and telling yourself that it is in you now. It is important to have a mental dialogue with yourself on the topic: what will help me change this in myself? How can I get in the right mood?
All the answers are already within us, again, when we are honest with ourselves. Not avoiding this, but also not paying attention to the negative, but a smooth and caring return of attention to the prospects for changing one's state into the most holistic and positive vector for oneself.
In particular, in the practice of Visualization, meditation or other subtle practices, the honesty of immersion is important, you should always ask yourself: is this really what I want? Am I pursuing my goals when I do this? And be sure of the honesty of your answers. Be your own friend and teacher.
Honesty.
There must always be honesty in everything.