During the last six months, we did not have difficult practical assignments during our studies. Rather recommendations, soft referrals, advice.
These six months, even a year, there were strong purges - life began to change abruptly, and for the better!
But the level of sensations of the psyche became lower. In this situation, I realized one valuable thing - even if external obstacles were removed, life and incredible events take place like in a fairy tale, a ton of work remained on the inner level! Internal obstacles, like teenage acne, began to creep out at the most inopportune moment - an increase in all sensations, a hard splitting, inability to be in Santosh - satisfaction with what we have. And the eternal inner race! Seriously, I still feel like a Ferrari with gas in my veins.
Every week there were correspondence classes of our group - sometimes I spoke a lot, sometimes a little, sometimes I was silent. Sometimes I was ready, sometimes not. But each time it was practice - the practice of observing and remembering. What happened a week ago, a month? How have my feelings about life, study, love, practice changed?
Even when at first glance nothing changed, something was quietly twisting inside - an understanding of myself, a sense of the rhythm of my life. What is my Rita, what is Ritushka now?
And who is dancing this life at the moment? about 3 months it was a dragon.
But even being angry, you can feel a miracle)
